Portrait de l'artiste avec un ami, by Raffaello Sanzio, from C2RMF retouched.jpg

Self Portrait with a Friend by Rafael (Wikimedia Commons). We can form holy friendships that help one person grow closer to Christ while relieving the other’s suffering.

 

In the middle of Lent, I received an email from a new reader I’ll call Jill. Jill shared with me her years of darkness in her personal and spiritual life. My heart went out to her. I wanted to do something for her, more than just writing an encouraging answer. So I thought about it and prayed about it. Then I had an insight.

Here, in part, is how I replied:

“I explore these questions [about God and suffering] a lot in my book. I will give you a brief version here. Rabbi Kushner, writing in When Bad Things Happen to Good People, said that we shouldn’t ask why when we suffer. Instead, we should ask, What now? How am I to react?

Finding meaning in our suffering

“Similarly, Holocaust survivor Victor Frankl, author of Man’s Search for Meaning wrote, “Suffering ceases to be suffering in some way in the moment that it finds a meaning.” He found that in the concentration camp, those who were able to survive and be psychologically sound found a purpose in their suffering. For Frankl himself, that purpose was to rewrite the manuscript of his book on helping his psychiatric patients find meaning in life. The Nazis had destroyed his manuscript when he was stripped of his possessions at the camp. So over the years he rewrote the manuscript, partly in his head and partly on any strips of paper he could find. He had the will to survive so he could publish his work…

“My question for your situation then was, How can your suffering become purposeful? Some people would counsel you to offer up your suffering. But if you are unable to complete even small projects because your darkness has sapped all your energy, offering it up may just be beyond your strength. What then?

Are you too overwhelmed to “offer it up?”

Well, I thought, I could pray and sacrifice for you. I could become a partner with you to relieve you of some of your suffering…

“But then I had an inspiration. Maybe it came from the Holy Spirit. For Lent, as you may know if you have read many of my blog posts yet, I have been trying not to complain about anything. Honestly, I haven’t done very well at it. I have resisted temptation sometimes, but only a small fraction of the time. What if I offered my struggle against temptation in this area for you? This seems to me to go a step beyond fasting or making other sacrifices, because my concern for you would be helping me to resist sin and grow in detachment. And this would make your suffering meaningful.

“Without your having to do anything more than you are doing right now, your suffering could be my inspiration to grow in virtue. With thoughts of your darkness before me, I would (I hope) be doubly motivated to work hard against temptation. And my triumph over sin would be your triumph.”

Both partners can benefit

I have been offering my struggle against complaining for Jill the past month. And guess what? The second half of Lent went much better than the first! As I suspected, offering it for another person’s relief from suffering gave me the extra motivation I needed. I thank Jill for the opportunity to partner with her in our striving towards God.

What about you? Do you have fear, depression, family problems, financial needs, or spiritual darkness that weighs you down? Does your situation seem hopeless? Would you be open to partnering with another reader to work on both your needs? Remember, you do not have to do anything other than allowing the other person to make sacrifices for you. Your suffering is already enough for you to bear.

And the rest of you, who are experiencing only the normal challenges of living for God. Would you be willing to offer your struggle against temptation for the good of a stranger? Would you be willing to have God apply to him or her all the merit of your success?

If you are in the first group, please comment below, with a brief description of your darkness. Then one of our other readers can reply, volunteering to partner with you. If your darkness is too personal to share here, send me an email at crossini4774 at comcast dot net, and I will share with another reader as much as you would like me to about your situation. If you wish to volunteer and not enough people comment that they’d like help, I will send you information from someone who emailed me privately. Or perhaps more people will gather courage to tell us about their needs when they see how many others are willing to help them.

Please spread the word about this project and encourage others to join us. I think this could be really powerful for changing both partners’ lives.

Connie Rossini

Written by Connie Rossini
Hi, I'm a Catholic writer and homeschool mother of four boys. I practice Carmelite spirituality. Check out my Books page for publications to help your whole family grow in holiness.

    13 Comments

  1. Bice Comichista May 7, 2014 at 1:46 pm Reply

    Absolutely I am willing to sacrifice for someone going through a hard spiritual battle. What a great idea. Please put me on the list. I will start now for the person who may be to shy to ask for this…

    • Connie Rossini May 9, 2014 at 12:03 am Reply

      Bice, why don’t we pair you up with Kristen and her family? Then we can keep Mary and Kristen (from the sacrificing end) in reserve for any future readers who want to participate. If you need help contacting one another, let me know. Thank you and God bless your efforts!

  2. Mary N May 7, 2014 at 5:19 pm Reply

    I would like to join in, Connie. I think it’s a great idea.

    • Connie Rossini May 8, 2014 at 8:25 am Reply

      Bice and Mary, you are the only two I have heard from on this. Perhaps people are hesitant to share their suffering. Let’s be patient, and maybe we’ll still hear from someone. In the meantime, you could form a (temporary or permanent) partnership with someone you already know. Thanks for volunteering!

    • Connie Rossini May 9, 2014 at 5:42 pm Reply

      Mary, I’m going to link you with Nicole S. I am just waiting for an email from her that it’s okay to forward her message on to you.

  3. Kristen Johnson May 8, 2014 at 11:28 am Reply

    Connie, please put me down for both groups (that’s possible, right?). 🙂 We feel helpless about a lot around here, but a thumbnail is caring well for/doing proper homeschool and therapy for seven little ones, two of whom are on the autism spectrum, while exhausted and with no functional support system. It seems like we’ve tried all we can to no avail, like my husband and I are each doing the work of three people and not getting anywhere. Thank you!

    • Connie Rossini May 12, 2014 at 9:27 am Reply

      Kristen, could I ask you to help Melanie out? You can read about the struggles of her family in her link. I believe you can contact her through her blog. Otherwise, if you need her email address, let me know. Thanks!

  4. Nicole S May 9, 2014 at 6:23 am Reply

    I sent an email. I’m not sure if what I wrote is quite what you were talking about, but I can try to post a summary here to share if you think it fits. Thanks!

  5. Angela May 9, 2014 at 2:49 pm Reply

    Hi, I’d be happy to help someone out 🙂

    • Connie Rossini May 13, 2014 at 8:23 am Reply

      Angela, thanks for volunteering. Could I pair you up with Carrie, who just commented? If you email me at crossini4774 at comcast dot net, I can send your message on to her, so we don’t have to post your contact info here. God bless!

  6. melanie jean juneau May 10, 2014 at 1:28 pm Reply

    OF COURSE I AM IN.. USE ANYTHING FROM MY LATEST EMAIL TO EXPLAIN OR
    MY ARTICLE..FAMILY TRAUMA
    http://melaniejeanjuneau.wordpress.com/2014/04/11/family-trauma-and-forgiveness/

  7. Carrie Donahue May 13, 2014 at 6:38 am Reply

    This is beautiful Connie. Prayers needed for graces to continue the struggle. Someone told me yesterday about a experiment a biology teacher had with eggs in an incubator. The students observed the eggs while they sat under the incubator. The baby chicks were struggling inside the egg to release themselves from their former comfortable homes. The students attempted to “help” the chicks break free by taping with pencils on the outside. The students found out that the chicks perished in the eggs that were tapped from the outside. The internal struggle the baby chicks underwent while hatching from the eggs helped them to build the strength they needed to survive and thrive. Prayers offered for fellow chicks on the journey.

    • Connie Rossini May 13, 2014 at 8:21 am Reply

      Carrie, I am going to ask Angela if she will sacrifice for your needs. I love the story about the eggs. Poor chicks!

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